Rkive aesthetic
the worse feeling about living in your childhood house is that you never felt like a member of the family, always like a guest that was destined to leave and never stay and everyone reminds you of that
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“I was written by a man.” “I was written by a woman.” That’s cute. I was written by Kafka. My life is a horrific labyrinth of confusion, misfortune, existential dread, and chronic self-loathing.
“I miss you deeply, unfathomably, senselessly, terribly.”— Franz Kafka
letters to milena by franz kafka // camouflage by ron hicks // the golden notebook by doris lessing // ? // a letter to galatea kazantzaki by nikos kazantzakis
childhood
?// the opposite of a haunting is something very lonely, katie maria (by @heavensghost )// @smokedsugar// @mango-season// virgin suicides (1999)// aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe, benjamin alire sáenz//empty bed, cavetown// @princesskuragina// to die for, carol lee// anna haifisch// amy dunne// look who’s inside again, bo burnham// how’d your parents die again, fatima asghar// richey edwards
i crave softness
i crave warm
i crave touch
i wish to shout to my friends
“please just hold me”
“please just hold my hand”
i wish to say to my friends
“can you pat me in my head?”
“can you tell me i did a good job?”
but at the end of the day, my mouth stay shut
at the end of the day, my friends go home
at the end of the day, they’re not my parents
at the end of the day i am my father’s daughter
that i cry in silence
alone
in my room
craving softness
warm
a home.
— A.












































